Pregnancy

 When I went into the Urgent Care the morning after Christmas and sat in the hallway lined up with people wanting COVID tests after hanging out with their families less than 24 hours before I was irritated.  I could not stop peeing and it hurt every time.  I thought I had a urinary tract infection and was in pain while all these people just wanted a test which would not even be accurate.  I waited for over two hours just to be called back into a room.  The PA walked in and said I do not know if this is happy or bad news but you do not have a UTI you are pregnant. I honestly do not know how I felt in that moment, I smiled, I cried, I was nervous, I was scared, this was not what I wanted right now.  Yes, I always wanted to be a mother and eventually have kids but we had only been married 2 weeks.  What about all of our vacations we were going to take?  What about the freedom we had to just be partners and grow deeper in love?  Would this love g...